I forgot what it was like to love some one who wont love you back. I for got that sometimes you just cant change things and that even if you dont want to you have to let some one walk away. I was at the bar waching drag queens and boys that I would rather kick in the face before I let them fuck me. But some how I'll let some 38 year old fuck me cause I want to feel him next to me again. They don't love me. My light beer don't love me and I don't want to be giving my money to old drag queens and letting these fucking gay boys size me up. No I will stay at this bar with my face hard and cold. I will try to not let the chep beer go to my head and get sad. I want to strip you from my mind, I want you back. I want to kill. I need blood.
I will run for an hour at the gym and work out four times a week and soon you will understand that you could have asked any thing from me and I would have given it to you, I just want you back again. Use me, waste me. Put me away in and forget about me. but stay close to me. Let me sleep in your bed and grow to hate you. them you can walk away from me.
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