Sunday, November 16, 2008

what the nose gave me.

I have been up for hours. To much blow I think. Is it wrong that at the age of 23 I still find it cool to put things in my nose? Right now I'll lay in my bed, with my big red pillows and think about you. both of you. How is it that the two men in my life have left me.

You walked into my life and walked out.

I was 17 teen and in love with you.

Stop.

I was 16 teen and had come home to smell burt paper. It wasn't me for the first time. It was my mother. I lost her that day. I looked into her face and I didn't know her. Fucking brain slugs!!! Lavender blue dilly dilly lavender green dilly dilly if I were king i'd need a queen.

I did LSD at 21, with my 22 year old brother. My left side went numb. My face was monsters... I saw a side of my self that I think that I have grown to understand.

When you pull down that wall and let people you don't like fuck you, you start to lose all love for your self.

I'm a bad person fact.
I have no love fact.
You can do better then me fact.
I was 12 playing with black widows fact.

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