Friday, August 28, 2009

it all makes me so sick!

Im going to take dog crap and rub it all over the doors of your work. Then every time i walk by ill spit my gum out. and ill take crap about you to your boyfreinds friends. Im going to be that kid who wants to hurt you who wants to make you the pain that i felt. I want to make you cry as you walk in center city.

I cant the only way for me to do that is for you to love your new boyfriend. madly love him. hate your self for any thing bad that you did. And want to hold on to him, even as your friends tell you to drop him. I want you think that he wants things to work. and then he needs to hurt you.

you may not believe me when i say this, but if that happend to you it would hurt me too. Caue you hurt case you your in love with him not cause you love me.

There is nothing i can do to hurt you like you hurt me.

I believed you and now i find myself in a strange place. im looking good and i feel good but im lost. alone and scare to love again. scared to be hurt. and it makes me sick to be this that guy. that sad sad man with a cold heart. i feel raw.

Hello i have become a hore... i always was.

I want you to know that i before you i had felt pain. In that way you were not the first.

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