to the back of the line,

in 1996 on the frist day of school a school bus flipped over on the high way. many kids died and three would never walk again.











i have not thought about that day in years and i forgot about my friend who i dated for a week, his brother was one of the kids who was on that bus. his brother was one of the kids who never got to walk again. His brother died 6 years later.











In 2001 a kid in my school went to the train track and layed down with his legs up. he died that way, two days later a girl tied a rope to her neck and hung her self up to dry in her house. She died that way. The next week a boy blew his head off. and for the first time every one i knew started to see death as a answer.





Doing lines of pills and feelilng numb started to be the best way to live. With drinks they do wonders. Also pills are nice when you enjoy to cut names into your arm. And Wiskey helps with the burn.



in 2002 a friend of mine feel down and i was there she layed in a pool of her own blood with her dress up to her waist.