a gift

I have always gotten my mother and father to give me what I wanted. I have found that I can do the same with friends. I learned to get people to like me and want to be my friend I found that I had a kind of charm over people and a pull over people. I found also that I had the gift to use these people to hurt others. Nothing is as painful as a 14teen year old gay boy with a taste for power. Love me. I find that this power works better when I am thin, people like thin people. 

wish I could say that I always was in charge of my cool. But I also found that I'm a black out drunk hoe. I have been fucked by so many men that I would never even talk to let alone suck there cock, yet I have been on all fours so many times. Being used also gives me some power I find that with these guys I can be mean and fucking cunt. with then I dont have to play the game and pull the cards with these sad fuck up men I can tell them that they are fat and that there cock is small. most times its true they are fat with cocks that look like tranny cock. They have no taste and are sad. they think that they are some thing great and wonderful to us young gays. And in shape or form could they get a young guy who wasnt on a power trip or sad or lonly or like me sober. 

let me try this year to give myself a new gift. Let me fuck sober, let me learn to not lead but sit on the side. pass on my power to a 13 teen year old gay boy its time to become a man and start to love... ok lets be real about this i'll try to only fuck guys that I like and think are cute and that I know.