the skin

after a all night dance and having done way to much blow my mind goes back to the days before all night partys and dancing wanting some one to take you home. I don't understand how taking boys home can be so easy for some and me im left with hookers. With my nose running and no coat i walk home at 5am. only hookers and fuck ups walk home at this time. Im not a hooker. How is it that I had friends when I went to the party and then I was alone. why did I do blow. I don't like felling like eating my face off. I don't enjoy it. 

I want I want I want so many pretty things.