red sky

Once when i was a kid. the sky became painted with blood. never before have i seen the sky so bright. I was sure that the end of the world had come... god was going was wash earth with fire and blood. I was 11 and i was going to die from gods hand. Not fair i had yet to even have sex yet.

years after that i would have dreams that the end of the world had come and being gay I had to tell my mother that the blood wasnt going to save me. That her son was going to die just like the rest of them. The dreams of a 12 year old gay boy.

I have never seen a sky like that or been touched in any way by god. and i have told my mother i was gay. I have fallen in love and now i understand, every thing comes to a end.